Friday, September 21, 2012

Red red roses

This rose plant stood in a rather unkempt corner of the garden.  He was a strong plant, who gave flowers every season, beautiful and fragrant, red red roses..  The other rose plants envied him, his strength, his beauty and the fabulous roses that he produced.  Yet, he was the unhappiest plant in the whole garden, for none came to pick his beautiful roses.  The flowers bloomed, spread the sweet fragrance throughout the garden, invited the neighbors' envy, waited and wondered, why none came near, and withered away into the earth.  The mighty rose plant never understood why, the priest who stopped by the garden religiously every morning, never dared touch him; the starry-eyed lover who looked admiringly at his roses, never came an inch closer; the little girl who wanted a rose to match her dress, wouldn't lay a finger.  Why, even the gardener watered him from a distance!  

Years passed.  Autumn came.  It came every year, but this time it was different.  Gusts of wind came with mighty force, rattled the earth and shook the roots of the plant.  The mighty rose plant, who broke not a branch all these years, fought a battle much fiercer.  The wind rushed through his leaves, bringing them all down in a sweep.  The rose plant swayed from side to side, struggling to hold on to his roots.  Sometimes the wind twisted his branches.  The rose plant kept fighting, but his branches started to break.  He heard a crack and he heard it fall.  His own branches fell on him.  And then he knew, and then he understood, everything.  His roses were beautiful indeed, but that came with a costly price.  His thorns were longer, stronger and sharper than any he had ever seen, than any he had ever felt.  He felt his own thorns pierce his vein, causing him unbearable pain.  One by one, the branches fell on him, the plant screamed in agony.  The wind wreaked havoc on the garden and finally bid goodbye.  The rose plant looked at himself, at the fresh wounds caused by the thorns, his very own.  So proud had he been, about his glamorous roses, that he had failed to see his thorns.  Overcome with shame, overcome with grief, the rose plant endured the winter in silence.

Months passed.  Spring came.  It came every year, but this time it was different.  The sparrows chirped a little too merrily, and the apple shoots peeked a little too early.  The garden was gay, bright and cheerful.  But something was amiss in a rather unkempt corner of the garden.  There stood a rose plant who had given flowers every season, beautiful and fragrant, red red roses.  But all that was left of him was a dried trunk, with a few dead branches.  The concerned gardener came close, a little closer than he had ever been.  He pulled the broken branches apart to reveal the body of the plant, with veins running dry and scars running deep.  He watered it anyway, with a little more care.  Alas, for it wasn't just the veins that the thorns had pricked.  The rose plant never bloomed again, but sank into the earth to join his untouched flowers, beautiful and fragrant, red red roses.

Sunday, September 16, 2012

The vending machine

Some things are unforgettable. There is this vending machine in the building where I work - the vending machine that acts as a savior when I am losing it in lab and really want some sugar down my throat. It was one of those days, one of those long and tiring ones in lab, when I walked down those silent corridors towards the vending machine. On my way down there, I was trying to decide between a bar of snickers and a more healthy option. The first three items from the left are healthier options, says the vending machine, I remember. But very rarely have I risked having the healthier option, I have always been disappointed, either by the taste or the meager quantity. I hadn't made up my mind yet, but I was already in the room. And lo! The machine wasn't there!

Have I arrived at the wrong room? Did I take a wrong turn somewhere lost in my thoughts? I stepped out of the room, looked around. No, I am in the right place. There is even a coke vending machine nearby, where it always used to be. This has to be the room. But now, there was only a dark patch on the floor where the vending machine used to sit. What did they do with it? Didn't they realize that someone was heavily dependent on it? Didn't they see stuff vanishing from there? (Of course, I fed the machine the required number of quarters every time.)

Very disappointed, I went back to lab, unable to focus on work. Why would anybody want to remove the vending machine? Why didn't they leave a note saying when it would be back? Did they move it some place else? Where was it? Will it be back?  I was very very sad. Things don't end here. Worse is when you walk down those corridors again, on another long and tiring day, when there is no other option available for you to get a snack, and you find the same dark patch.

It has been several weeks, perhaps months, I have lost track.  I want to know if the vending machine is back. I want to find out, but I don't want to make that trip down to the little room in the corner. What if it isn't there? I know I cannot handle it. Not again.

Is anybody listening?

Greener pastures


This was a post I had written a long time ago, found it in my drafts today. 

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Today was again one of those days when I was wondering if I was on the right career path, rather wondering what my career path was.  I was sitting at a friend’s desk staring at all the cute little things she had on display on her pin board, wondering if I would have enjoyed being in her place, doing her job, instead of being where I am right now.  As I sat there imagining how different my life would have been, this one particular cartoon on the board caught my eye. 

A toothbrush says to his friend, “Mine is the most disrespectful job on earth.” 
“Yeah, right”, goes the friend, who happens to be a roll of toilet-paper! :D

To each his own!

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

Spring...

I was on a bus.  I saw this girl sitting across from me eating her burger.  I don't know why, but I was studying her.  I could see immense pain in her eyes, brimming with tears.  Those eyes tried to avoid the tears, avoid my gaze.  She shut her eyelids, hoping to engulf those tears.  But the drop trickled down and fell on her arm.  She wiped it away, slightly embarrassed, and looked out through the window.  The bus stopped briefly.  There was a row of tulips by the sidewalk, cheerful red and pink, dancing in the sun.  I saw a smile escape her lips.  It was spring, it will see her through.

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

Reverie

Inspired by one of my long and lonely waits at the train station...